had a very fucking day 2day. my class onli 14ppl came 2 sch, others all pon or sick or others.
den oso some ppl nid 2 go outside cms rm bcoz of their overall of overall result n my class onli james n melvan no nid 2 go, others all go includin me. went checkin attendance at there, nt juz us 12ppl, aaalot of my other classmates oso kana, tink is more den 20ppl. check check n xing ying n sofiah r out of de danger, diago lor them. so they no nid 2 meet de tchers inside.
den nid 2 write de same old things that last yr i had wrote it. damn freak sia! finished le give mrs chng c n she say i nid 2 quit badminton, so i hv enuf time 2 study. but i like bmt n dun1 2 quit sia!!!! waitin n i nid 2 c mr david sim. i juz told him my name is alan n he know me is frm band n is 1st trper, lol -.- spend time talkin 2 him abt my studies n even talk abt band, lol. he oso said he agree wif mrs chng but if i wan 2 play bmt if enuf time, i can juz visit n play wif de ppl there a while den go home. i dun1 2 quit!!!!!!!!!!!
aft talkin 2 him, i stil nid 2 talk 2 mrs lee fang lan. b4 me is wesley(f3-4) n he came out eyes very red, so i know that once i entered, i sure cry oso. startin talk 2 her is okok de. but den i told her i hv slp in class but nt everyday n oso talk wif my frens while tcher tchin, but oso nt everyday, she say my behaviour in class is very very bad, wth!! i oso told her i gt onli 1 detention record n is i onli late 4 sch once le. den like that she oso say my behaviour very bad, ccb her la! i nv even skip sch, at least i cum 2 sch even though im late. she even write a * at my name, even sth bad wil happen, very scared of her. den my tears reali came out but im nt cryin, went i went out of de rm, i cry-.- n stil nid 2 apologise wif mrs chng n mdm doo, for wat? so i juz apologise 2 mrs chng 1st.
den stil nid 2 go couseller of cow seller or duno wat n some1 wil talk 2 me 2 calm me down n reali it did. spend more den 30mins talkin 2 her n den left. walk outside wesley hall saw diana, den ng wei lun n brandon. chat wif them a while n we all went in2 wesley hall 2 c video. aft de video idk sch oreadi ended n me, alfred tang, shi jie n jun kai walkin 2 coffee shop n b4 that i saw ms johnson, ng wei lun, rahul n zhun weng. 1 thing i reali hate zhun is his attitude, reali. last yr n tis yr aft i came out of de office or aft sch all those, he wil say 2 or 3 words, that is 'retain ar?' or 'alan, retain ar?' he say tis reali makes me angry. even if he play play onli oso cant say that, it wil onli hurts ppl. if ppl dun feel ath, i wil !! he dun1 2 apologise n even say wan fight ar? i wanted 2 go band help, but bcoz of that, i went wif my frens 2 coffee shop instead.
at de coffee shop, me wif other 3 were eatin n chatin abt lee fang lan n we r say she reali damn wat sia! nt long wei jing came n he go eat n we chat. den shi jie went home n we4 went 2 bugis for wei jing late bday present. we onli go a few mins n went home. i at there bought 2 bakugans, lol. n wei jing's present, watch, cost $15.
im reali useless, im reali hopeless, im reali faithless, im reali suck, im reali weak, im reali lousy.
when im p4 to p5, i gt 2 choices, em2 or em3 n i go em2, means gt 1 chance.
when im p6 to sec1, my psle point onli 157 n shd go NA or NT, n i go NA, another chance
when im sec2, i mayb retain or go sec3, but i went to sec3, oso another chance
nw is sec3, go idk if im goin h4-2, retain, or j4-1. i reali gt alot of chances n i nv treasure it.
last yr, my bday present is 2 go office mean tcher
tis yr, my bday is juz tmr n 2day go office mean tcher, wth.
fuck my bday present frm de sch